Plight
Inferior. yh
Back, alive
Survived 2013, and now it's 2014. Everything has been well until a day where I realise, the world is actually not as good as what I think it is. Not everyone is truly good and people may treat you good for an ulterior motive which you will never know. Don't trust, don't believe and don't be naive. Not everyone who treats you good is someone who's kind at heart. Observe, think and don't act rashly. Why must these people exist to hurt others? Do they know that they're hurting others? Do they know how it feels to feel hurt? If they do, why are they so selfish and hurt others since they know how hurtful it is? If only the world is a better place to be in, if only everyone is happy, if only.. All you have to do is to wake up and face the reality.
Do you care?
Who knows. Who cares. Who bothers. Genuinely.
Some asked for the sake of asking, some asked out of curiosity, some simply don't bother asking.
Everyone knows that the world that we all live in, is shit. Probably not all the time, but most of the time. I'm acting this way because this is the way I am. I'm acting this way probably because I don't even know the reason why. But who fucking cares about what reasons you have? Who fucking cares about who you really are? People always say, be truthful, be your true self. The thing is, everyone fears of people leaving and walking out of their lives, completely. What's more, is to accept the darn fact that people are leaving because of yourself, your true self, reluctantly. People who stay? Is it 1, is it 2, or probably none? What a beautiful world this is, how beautiful human nature is.
Some asked for the sake of asking, some asked out of curiosity, some simply don't bother asking.
Everyone knows that the world that we all live in, is shit. Probably not all the time, but most of the time. I'm acting this way because this is the way I am. I'm acting this way probably because I don't even know the reason why. But who fucking cares about what reasons you have? Who fucking cares about who you really are? People always say, be truthful, be your true self. The thing is, everyone fears of people leaving and walking out of their lives, completely. What's more, is to accept the darn fact that people are leaving because of yourself, your true self, reluctantly. People who stay? Is it 1, is it 2, or probably none? What a beautiful world this is, how beautiful human nature is.
Eccentric or Weird
How can I actually break down. How can I actually break down during the game? I'm not really drained out. I know I can run, I can still continue, but I didn't want to, I refuse to. Why am I so selfish? Just because I don't like the group I am in, that doesn't mean I don't put in my best efforts. I indeed did not put in my best efforts into playing the game, and I'm just so freaking upset with myself. I gave up on my teammates when the game haven't even started. I give attitude all the times when I don't feel good, I show black face all the times when I don't give a damn. I'm just not good enough, useless and worthless.
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